dialog ::: moonlight VS sunshine

if i am your sunshine, then you are my moonlight

tanak sebab moonlight kadang2 tak de

as long as the sun shine on the moon,there will always a moonlight

so..keep on shinning

i will do for you dear

how about on rainy stormy days?

even if u cannot see..i still shine for you..

singing....lalalalala~~~~

when i was real heartbroken, i think there will be flamed no more to me.even a spark.i hate bloke when they started talking sweet to me,make me feel totally annoyed like i wanna go to the planet-of-lady-only (if this exist,anyway)

i found few guys as i limit myself from being a serial dater.its not that i hate dating.it just because i make up my mind that a decent guy never ever exist or if any,they are taken.so there’s nothing left for me.how pathetic to be me.

and then new year came,its 2009 and i am still remain single.swinging my feeling to my besties.but then again,come this big question again on when will i meet The One as wedding bells ring for most of my silver friends.kinda of bluffing if i said it isn’t shaking my believe in staying free and single.

but..

i never stop pray and ask God to make me fall in love again-with the one who really,really right..but at what sign?at what cost?

and God “give” me one..(and up untill this moment i don’t know if he is send by God, but i hope so) amin.

now…

this guy came along in my life. he kinda of sunshine that outshine others.not a classic-decent guy with a lovey duvey pick up line but he is “something”.(of cos sweet talk is a must!)hehe..
and my heart start singing again subconciously and most of the love song i used to humming is come again.what a colourful rainbow day i going through.smiling alot more too untill my mum said she spotted i am smile whilst was asleep.is he has a charm on me guys????

i asked myself again and again if i am on full arm to accept him when the fact is this Q is too early,i enjoyed his company as a friend.but deep inside i am frightened if he would back off and leave as i lurrrve to give cold shoulder.

darlings-aby and my rumet, have gave me a full support and being my Mr Advicer all ever.and i am Thanking God for providing me with the most meaningful people to guide me thru this journey.and i am ready to take another step.but if this step called “failed” i have no regret but to smile brighter and relief.

stress dan bengang!!!!!

bangun je pagi td rase cam nak pecah kepala sebab smlm ms nak tido lupe nak baca doa tenangkan fikiran.fikiran yg mmg kusut masai.so akibatnye rs nak pocah pale eden arini.

kenapa eh?aku tak bagi tau korg eh.

sebab ade la pompuan celaaakkke ni yg buat aku naik darah.

igt kau bagus sgt ke.
igt kau keje pangkat tinggi boleh look down kat aku.
eh hello 4 tahun aku ganti Dato Zetty tau.mase tu kau tau la. aku langgar kau dengan jet pejuang.siap kau.
mase tu kau tau la sape lagi besttttt.

mmg bengang giler ni..
sampai bole mati tau..

korg msti nak tau ape pompuan tu buat kan.eh..eh bukan rebut laki k.rebut2 bf tarak layan.wa minah rempit ok.minah rawwwwwkkk.
bukan minah tak sedar diri cam pompuan tuhhhhhhh!!!

eiiii bole BLAH laaaaa.muke mcm dugong,masuk U pun tak lulus.
eiiiiii geraaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmmmm nyeeeee!!!

saba.saba.saba.saba.enizzz...saba..

korg sibok eh keje.tak pe2 sambung keje.
kalau korg bengang2 lempang je org kat sebelah.
nnti sehat laaa.

aku bengaaaaaaannnggggggggggggggg!!!!!!!

duh.

stirred and shaken

..........

nevermind the nasty feeling ;p

i learn something..

brace and keep smilling.

let's do some reality checks for 2008.

for me it was the year loom to be of tears and fears most likely to take place.i went thru heaps and bounds, many of them. and tiredless to say, i am standing still, keep myself grounded and the toughest, able to wake up after so much suffering and discauragment.


* i complete my degree program (after mannnyyyyy leaps) *<---unbelievable

not many,mind you.but its just the starting of my baby step.not been able to fullfill ur wishlist or even worst,u have forgot where you placed it?worry not.

thats why we called "wishlist", because it made up to be forever in stupid list. i still remember the most annoying list that i made when i turn 17- strut my back pack and go around the world.and until now,6 years later, at 23rd and still does not found the perfect bag to be struted.hoho.mind you about learning to read the map,money exchange and it rate...yada..yada..

guys...this upcoming 27 january, this young-lady-to-be is turning 24.what a life!!i am 24 guyssssss!!!

however, i just wish a thing..

i will be able to apreciate people that love me the most,

and thanking for that!

so...happpppy blessing year allies.believe in urself.

see u in the new year of 2009, bloooom people..bloommmm...

the theme for 2009: make no worries!!

o-h-m-y-G-o-d

it took ages to load this page.and the campus server getting worth every each day.they have blocked friendster, and now i guest they arey trying to find the proxy web and block them too. isnt't that 'uck?isn't?

i have to remind myself not to react over astounded when everything is block, the next morning i wake up.last two minute the yahoo.com also not available.either the server is too crowded or they have downgraded the server so that many web become unavailable or everything has been illegal except the library page.damn good!!

mmg tak makan gaji bute laaaa dorg ni...

ke dah takde keje..

then when at the end of the semester student menjadik sgt bengappp mengenai IT.

MELAMPAU OKAYYY..MENCIIIIIIIIIIKKKKK!!!

tho i don't start "my new year new beginning" so well, i still hoping that i will be more blissful thru out the rest of the 2008.i'm not asking too much from God,just a little few things that keep me smiley and equipped me with the passionate and strenght to hurdle this rough sea.amin.

what to sayyy??i wanna thank's Almighty Creator for gimme some shine thru my day.dah selesai satu isu besar.but the remain thing stand still as there are. menguji kekuatan hati daku laaa.but let time have it as i no longer find any way to get it solve.it may be late, but hey, thats the best thing above all-i confessed.

i wanna say thank you to the people around me who sticked by my side,
showered me with their undivided-attention, tiredless of listening to my whinning and of course i took their word seriously, and thanks a million years for that.nanti biler saya kerja, saya akan belanja anda ok.i loveeee all of you!!!!thanks for accepting me and make me as who i am to day n future :)

whilst i was taking my time on the sack last evening i received a message from leya. she stated that the next day we will have clas which heve been cancelled earlier before the breakie took place,joyously.in the same time we have to submit the assignmnet which due two days after.greattttttttt. just greatttttt.

i was over astounded and cud not continued my sound sleep animore which irritated me sooooo mucccchhh!wargggggggggghhh..later the greatest thing occured..i sneezed upteen time until my eyes watery n became red.yes, i had flu secara tiba2 setelah mndengar asmnt yg tidak reti itu harus dihantar segera.tenssssion was all around,i guesss.

later, after bought my dinner with Yati, i feel not so comfy inside my throat.sorethroat laahhh pulakkkk!!!haah..what happen to me was reallllly, realllllllllyyy anoying.i cud not handle myself animore.OMG!!ke aku ni mmg jenis tak boleh handle???!!!

but, to my joy and suprising...i manage to complete those xreti task in time!thanks to the accumulative ideas from Leya, Yati, Tirah and of coz myself, who trying the best utk tidak berpura2 mengada dan lemah.hehehe.

yeah..beside that i hate u pakcik bus.mmg sengaja nak buat aku mencarut pepagi buta.tgk la nnti anak kau mesti kene mcam aku kau buat kat aku!!
tgkla...GOD DOESN'T MAKE JUNK!!

dinner outfit..masih tidak dipilih lagi.i know i am very late and of cos the option is limited.but i do believe the sky is the limit.hah.sedapkan hati sendiri.

c yaa nexT